Victor Frankel
When other people talked about starting chemo I always said the usual things that one says in those situations. I never took the time to really think about what voluntarily infusing "poison" into ones body might feel like, both physically and emotionally.
For me it was taking an unknown step hand in hand with a ferocious partner to fight the biggest battle of my life. A journey with a unpredictable companion that at any moment could turn on me with swift and lethal consequences.
I approached my first infusion with great anticipation. I am not a patient person so when the decision was made and a plan laid out I was eager to get it going. It really was just like another day of engaging in the next battle. A great relief to finally be able to move from a holding pattern to actually being able to be proactive and have a direction and a goal to aim for.
It has been a confusing 5 weeks from different prognosis to insurance denials. Thru all of this I was blessed with strength and hope. Although I did have one very bad day when the insurance company denied coverage of the best drug for my particular case. Thanks to the patient advocate another drug was accepted. It is the second choice but has less side effects and is an infusion instead of a pill but we feel fortunate that it is covered 100% by insurance.
3 days after infusion my only side effect is a very slight metal taste in my mouth and food don't taste the same. Treatments are every week for four weeks them off 1 on 4 until the drug becomes ineffective. It will not shrink the tumors like Sutent does, but it will keep them from growing. Will have a CT scan in 2 months the evaluate how effective it is.
Until then, Torisel is my friend, Torisel is my friend.....